fractured

Thursday, May 19, 2005

"The plan"

So, SLPTG and I agreed that as part of the next step, solution-type thingy, she would do more of coming to my house. I'm typically the one who overextends myself, overdoes and goes to see her. Well, this whole "I'm going to be better about coming over to your house," has done nothing. Well, not nothing. Once in three weeks. I didn't even ask about last night. She didn't bring it up either. However, the subject of the weekend came up and that got her going.

So, there's this double standard that my work, my work and my work really aren't that important (I work a lot). That, I should be able to come over there more. Well, I guess part of it truly is my fault, because for a long time, I sacrificed and went over there. Sucked it up, took the 4 hours of sleep days in a row, didn't complain. But (big but) when I realized it wasn't being reciprocated, rather it was a one way event, I changed. Not drastic, but enough to get noticed, hence the discussion about "I'm going to be better about coming over to your house." Welp. Nothing's changed.


We'll see.

Monday, May 16, 2005

Day 0

Well, today would be 11 years, day zero. It was ok. Never mentioned it to anyone, so no one noticed. That's ok.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Well, that helps.

Last week's little "entertain the new client" thingy went well. Really well. Got the confirmation by letter that we can move on to the next step. They have a meeting in a few days, then on to the next step. Great. Things are moving. Moving at the speed of smell, but moving nonetheless.

It's my hope that when thing do start moving they start moving very quickly.

It's a rare opportunity to advance ourselves much further than some of our competition in one giant leap. That's what we're hoping for.